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by Mystina » 20 Feb 2016 20:10
I want to apologizes for my behavior as well, i'm unintentionally bringing my real life stresses to the forum.
All i wanted to do was be an active member, play, give suggestions, as questions.
It did feel i was needlessly ragged on fir my suggestions. I am still trying to cope with my aspergers as there is lil to no realistic info on it, or stuff people can do to ease the issues.
(I'm not making an excuse just trying to explain how this affected my behavior)
I have high anxiety, and poor communication skills, i get insulted daily for them with in my family and home. I take pills but when i run out no one in my family can take time to bring me to get them (i don't nor can i drive, my coordination is poor and too much of liability behind the wheel)
I play games as an escape, mostly online games to help with my communication skills. A lot of the time it back fires due to misunderstandings, or how i present myself. Which isn't as easy to do, and something people take for granted.
Anyway, just wanted to apologies and explain myself so in future, people can take a step back instead of assuming the worst of my intent (which causes me to get anxiety and lash out due to being misinterpreted)
A player new or old shouldn't feel like they can't speak, or can't have an opinion.
Think better approach is stop treating new players like children, some people might he new to the game and genre/style.
Some people might have play other games, and just new to a game.
I just wanted to put this out there, i did respect a avatar, what i didn't like was his crass replies to suggestions i've made. And it blew put of proportion. Which i fully accept my part in it and regret stuff i said.
Anyway, lets all move forward, and try to learn from this. I'll try to work on how i post, all i ask is to just Gimi a chance.
I'm a very nice person if i'm able to play in a relaxed environment. Again all i ask is to be given a chance.
Layers. <3