Player of Wolverine
Posted: 15 Jun 2022 19:04
Greetings Community,
I will share something very personal about myself and it might be tough for some to hear.
2020 i got a diagnose of Heart Failure, 20% heart power.
How long can you survive heart failure?
Although there have been recent improvements in congestive heart failure treatment, researchers say the prognosis for people with the disease is still bleak, with about 50% having an average life expectancy of less than five years. For those with advanced forms of heart failure, nearly 90% die within one year.
When you know that the rest of life is short you try to find motivation. So by Returning to Genesis it was a place where I didnt have to stress and just lay still playing. The reason why I barely work these days.
But as of lately after sharing personal stuff in trust i got backlash and backlash and backlash as a guildmember and players talk about this or about what I shared was a connection of friendship in the game, so these people and these incidents got me to leave the server.
I like all the good people but I dont like the tyrants within the game that believe that they have so much power in size, reputation feel like they are allowed to do anything to the regular mortals and be victims and especially If the talk about me or my relatioship to someone.
Friendship can happen in this realm and all interest of everything in the game doesnt matter, just teaming talking and having fun.
As of all these incidents i Wonder is it worth to spend my time in this game at all, but these tyrants dont have the power of that or can change that.
But I will take a break for awhile as these people get into my nerves and I teach them a lesson by going against them verbally or take them out in game.
I might get around from time to time for fun as to hang out with the nice people but im tired of spending my time and energy on those that trouble me or the friends of mines.
If this game is worth the time spent with a life thats short.
Regards,
Johnny
I will share something very personal about myself and it might be tough for some to hear.
2020 i got a diagnose of Heart Failure, 20% heart power.
How long can you survive heart failure?
Although there have been recent improvements in congestive heart failure treatment, researchers say the prognosis for people with the disease is still bleak, with about 50% having an average life expectancy of less than five years. For those with advanced forms of heart failure, nearly 90% die within one year.
When you know that the rest of life is short you try to find motivation. So by Returning to Genesis it was a place where I didnt have to stress and just lay still playing. The reason why I barely work these days.
But as of lately after sharing personal stuff in trust i got backlash and backlash and backlash as a guildmember and players talk about this or about what I shared was a connection of friendship in the game, so these people and these incidents got me to leave the server.
I like all the good people but I dont like the tyrants within the game that believe that they have so much power in size, reputation feel like they are allowed to do anything to the regular mortals and be victims and especially If the talk about me or my relatioship to someone.
Friendship can happen in this realm and all interest of everything in the game doesnt matter, just teaming talking and having fun.
As of all these incidents i Wonder is it worth to spend my time in this game at all, but these tyrants dont have the power of that or can change that.
But I will take a break for awhile as these people get into my nerves and I teach them a lesson by going against them verbally or take them out in game.
I might get around from time to time for fun as to hang out with the nice people but im tired of spending my time and energy on those that trouble me or the friends of mines.
If this game is worth the time spent with a life thats short.
Regards,
Johnny